Thursday, June 30, 2005
Here's something to write about,im still very tired..Cheh!!AGAINNNNNNN!
Went clubbing!
Dance and dance!!
Merry go round with the boys!!
Lots of chicks
First warning by Mon...NO GRINDING!!
Tired,very very tired
Having a good time with the Boys!!
Should do this again
end of my day (:
5:12 PM
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Why must there be band politics?Mistaken issues,bad judgement,grudges between u and the others?I am not involve in any,and i reli don know if there are people who hates me?It kept me realize,i should just play music,make people fond of what you are playing..
Money is another issue,i'd die if i have none.Im trying to settle what i owe..Hp bills,hospital bills..BlueK!!!
Ok!And so Initial D is a worth to catch for..It's funny i can say but on the other hand,it's not some serious movie you would thought u be watching..I am havung my rest day now..Be heading to ICA building to collect my passport..A week more to KL and 3-4 weeks more to Tekong..
Somehow,we are building up,i hope it stays that way..It was sunday that i realize i pity u every each day ur coping now..Poor you to handle this situation alone,but u noe it...I m here,always here..In fact i already know whats goin on..The least that i can do is listen,and a piece of my advice wud be fine..Remember you are strong,it's good ur leading my way and being patience is always ok..Somehow i believe you and every other things your worried off will be ok..Trust me Ok Mon Dearie!!!!Muack Muack...:p
Erin Mei sms me last nite that she might be migrating to England..It saddens me,she's like no other 15yrs old i know..I felt like i had a sister which i never had and if she go i'd lose her..Somehow its like the same way when someone might be chasing Dubai for her career..I definitely miss these two person if they were to go..Choose wats best mEi and you too,i'd respect it..
A happy birthday to my two darlings REZA AND AYU..U GUYS ARE 20..LIKE ME...BUT I TURN 20 FIRST SO IM YOUR KOR KOR..STAY COOL OK..LOVE U GUYS..STAY SHORT AYU,STAY POOH REZA...
Ok!Wednesday Party with the One Boys..ChinaBlack ke per...
end of my day (:
8:50 AM
Thursday, June 23, 2005
Tired per se?I have grown immune to being tired lately.
I need medication..Jamu anyone?
I ought to be reli happy for Dzaf
Finally he is at ease now
See bro,i knew its gonna be ok
I have your back just like the others
You still be happy at the Mosque now
Cheerz...
Ok!Im pissed now that my whole week of work xception of weekends have been cancelled
Why?Because of my DEAR BITCH MANAGER
Marah bukat sifatku..
Keras hanya di luaran ku
Lembut hanya di dalam hati
How's that for a change?
Maybe IREMEMBERMAY is not jamming
Im starting to wash my hands off soon enough
BOOOOHoooOOOO
Im counting my days to serve up the nation
Must be properly prepared for this
Khus tagged me
He sounds so emo
Suddenly i felt that i missed him
Ok!There's a gig today,gonna ask him then
I felt that im missing this someone while on my way home last nite
Come back ok?Your family needs you,mom dad,your bros here
Your wife and your daughter
I miss ur daughter like i miss u too...
end of my day (:
11:07 AM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005

It's amazing how this picture is done.
Last nite was tiring,i felt so
Making a new passport is so easy
With a click on he hand
And Walah,u are getting a new one
And so i spent my entire afternoon window shopping at Bugis,Alone,feeling deteriorated but it rocks.And so i bought a shirt for U.
We met and we wanted to talk but then
She can't,so i'll wait till we can
Met the ever lovely Kyn,Kit and phyr till faliq came in later
Batman Begins was impressive..I love it..Fear is the key word,fighting it is another
SO WHAT DO YOU FEAR?
Poor kyn,i wish i coud be give more presence towards her,but i hv to handle mine first..Sorry Kyn if im not my usual self..I will eventually ok?
And so we talk on the phone,
Been sometime my heart build up after this one
I felt what we had once miracly came back
I notice that and im all smiles again
Just hearing her voice now
BRANDTSON AND COPELAND
WOW,BACK TO BACK EMO DUDES
YES IM HEADING TO BAYBEATS
BRANDTSON BACK FOR THEIR SECOND BAYBEATS
I LIKE...I LIKE COPELAND
I LIKE THEM I LOKE I LIKE I LIKE..
end of my day (:
8:58 AM
Monday, June 20, 2005
The Recovery-Tweet/IREMEMBERMAY
There's so much to say,
my heart ponders why?
We are left without words
Nothing just comes out right
We appear to share some moments
Where have it all faded to?
I miss u,i miss ur presence
Tell me if love got to do with it?
There's a circle on my chest
It's red?What does it signifies?
Evrything is my fault
I am oblivilion in front of ur eyes
I left u my tears right in ur heart
I am still hopin to see us smile
What does it take now?
Im at a state of losing myself
If i ever fall down?
Will u still be the one to catch me?
Hold on like tis relationship's falling
If it's ever done
I come to my end,my heart still bleeds for u
I love u no matter what
end of my day (:
9:09 AM
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Shutter was not as scary as i expected..The Vcd is not an up to standard quality but then wat the hell..
Last nite with Erin Mei was well spent even though its short
She's pretty cool for a companion
Its pretty sweet,im felt like i had a sister suddenly..Muahahaha
Next time ok Mei?
My evening was well spent too
With Her,the dinner,the Es Teler was wonderful
I promise u a bag
Someday ill get it
Hope the shirt make do for a moment
And i hope one day
U get to feel me too
To my dearest bestie,u noe wats best
i hope its cleared now on wat u thought of
Remember i am still alwasy here for u
end of my day (:
12:50 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
I am home after a nice meeting with u,i hope things settle this way..You know i love u..Take my hand if i take yours..
I've checked my result..The hard work pays off..I passed but i didnt hit my target..Thats the sad thing but somehow its ok..The least is i passed..Thats great..Alhamdullilah!
I am working tomorrow while now im downloading some songs for Faliq..Guess he needs some reggae stuff since the store now is bombarded with emo,emocore and metalcore stuff..
To my dear Boobie,ill pray for ur happiness..In watever way,im still here for u..Like im happy now on wats goin on in ur life...Smile now..
end of my day (:
12:51 AM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
To You,My heart seems splattered all over with those words,i don't blame you..Here's a little something somehow the only way i could express now..
"New Year's Project"
Your hands didnt move
well neither did mine.
New Years will bring
so much to say
but nothing comes out right
both of us left without words
both of us lost in this world
it's softer than ever before.
And you were the outline
of everything you would become.
The keeper of these hands.
To hold you now
it is a far cry more than anything that I deserve.
I'm waiting to give you whatever the world may bring
I'd give you my life
cause I don't own anything.
It seemed like the bottom was all that I had until now
I'd give you my life
if you'd give me yours somehow.
Your hands didn't move
well neither did mine
New Years will bring me to you.
I'm waiting to give you whatever the world may bring
I'd give you my life
cause I don't own anything.
It seemed like the bottle was all that I had until now
I'd give you my life
if you'd give me yours somehow.I have not been updating..Why?Cuz ive been struck with the most destructive disease ever..CHICKEN POX..Its horrendous,very very crucial..Im recuperating,ill be fine..Thanks to those who has been wishing me well and to those who has been taking care of me..My parents and Mon Dearie for being there when im at my worst position..
My birthday was a blast even if its at home while im still stuck with those spots..The surprise went well,im envy with the hard work u put through Mon..Thanks for now..I got the bestest gift ever..The Live Get Up KiDS CD..THank u guys..
I have not been working,i will soon..And DIMBULAH cafe is now bombarded with the ONE boyS..Everyone is working..Cool enough..
I miss everyone,my dear Syikin,my MMT2X and my dear Mei..Call me up if u will..
i am very depressed now,i have my reasons why..U knew it too..Its u,u have ur choice,i won force u anyhow..U know i still loves u deeply..Here lies my heart,u can toy with it but i still heart for u..
end of my day (:
2:54 PM