Monday, April 25, 2005



Kiss me your final goodbye

Hello Everyone!School is almost over and i will be graduating even before i realize it. I had good sweat fun today walkin onto birds-seeing at Jurong Bird park..It was all fun with u Mon Honey..Im tired eventually and that gave me not much mood to talk on the phone now plus i need to do my..You should understand and thanks alot..Its all good now..Muacks to u..I spent $35 today on one bag(For Her) and two tees..Cool shit...POKEWAK..Its all fun i guess..Supposedly,Kyn Honey,Faliq and Fir intended to join us but i guess their so called lethargicness gave them away..

That brings me to last night..I ought to thank Kyn Honey for that dinner situation that u did..An fortunate event..Funny but sable to shyness in my mind...Well ok!I promise i will make things all afir for us ok Boobie?But having to spend your night with the three people u consider closed is all great..Serioulsy,i had good time just the four of us..This don happen always,make it memorable one the next time guys..Its you three i can share with about my thoughts like u guys did the same way to me too..Just that u guys are "BROS AND SIS" but im glad that im not an extra yet someone u ca still relate too..Thank You..To Kyn,i noe ur frustrated,cheetell urself at the end of it..Evrything will be just fine..Trust me ok?

Mr Luen and Mr Nian have make their way to HongKong..Wah enjoy sia.. already mah..Make sure this time he remembers to buy me at least something..AHAHhhaa!!So its one week off for No Direction..

I REMEMBER MAY will be havin our finals this saturday..Its all fucked..Seems everyone is so slack about it but we give our best ok peeps?

For you all who read tis..I will be leaving for TEKONG on the 22nd of july..Its time to serve 2years of National Service..Cant believe i am goin in..Get ready to see me bald and tanned..im sure ill miss all my outings..Getting away from being at home tasting to ur mom cookin..Far off from being with my girlfriend,just to thought that i can only imagine her smile..Haiz!No t to just hold ur guitar or bass and jam with ur frens or even sharing your laughter..Not to c ur classmates..The weekly outings and yeah im the first to go...WIl u guys miss me?Im losing my freedom soon and i noe i can do it..Ill be a man..I'll miss my family,Mon Dearie,my bands(my brothers),all frens,my bestie Kyn..i sound as if im goin somewhere far but still its 3mths away from now..I things work out..Muahahahah...





end of my day (: 11:08 PM






Friday, April 22, 2005



Say Goodnight but mean Goodbye

Back with a new post,im just too lazy to update it.MMMmm UPDATE!!There seems to be so much commotion in class..Shit dudes!!Oh well!Its official ive not yet to be having a nice sleep for already 24hours..Chalet nights off was pretty awesome..The laughter with everyone..MmMMMm GEREK!!See how nice my blog is?I make sure wat i write is true..Be finishing up the rest of the video clip scene later.I hope to see commitments from the crew.So far so good..

Last week show at Paradigm seems ok.Not much crowd but its all fun..The podium dance and watchin PUNK kids moshing was a blast..Thanks to the lovely Kyn honey and Fir to supprt us..Not forgetting The Lord himself..Oh ya he got a new phone..Siala Bala!Im not hype out,im not keen in doin anything now..I WANNA SLEEP but i hv responsibilities which i shoud have take notice of.With great power comes a great responsibility.Things will eventually be ok..I have plans worked out and im sure it will turn out to be a success..My phone batt is flat and i left my charger at my workplace..CRAP..For now,im using Mommy phone..To the Chalet Kids..Take note...MmMMMM RUDEBOY!!

The Get-up kids have disbanded.You guys shall be remember for being THE GET-UP KIDS.You shall be remembered as the pioneer of wat they called emo now that made it to the millenium following of those such as Sunny day real estate,Braid,The Promise Ring and so on.The same for Blink 182...HIATUS u guys might call it,even if u guys break up i will remember you like i remember may..For its because of Tom that i pierced my lips..My lips seems to be honey coated,sweet when u kiss it soon after.Wanna try?



Ok!STARDOM 2005!!There will be some kids singing,some dance and some with musical instrument hopin to be somebody..Im one of those kids but ist all fun knowing those kids..Come support me,ive changed from being one of the band finalist to one of the dance group.I find a new love in dance since watching those girls at STARDOM shrutting their stuff..No offence but its really "TEMPTED TO TOUCH,TEMPTED TO TOUCH"..Muahahah!!

I just woke her up,she seems very very tired..I already am missing her..I would love to admit..That night with u and i was simply remarkable..Its simply lovely and magical..I love u,you noe it and i noe u love me too..I felt like everywhere i go i think of u.Even at those time i make my trip to the toilet..Call me,sms me,u noe i will reply..You are a doll up princess,one i wouldnt wan to let go off anytime..MUACK MUACK Mon Honey!

Ok i think i can be good friends wit Boobie other best friend..It would be great if the three of us are really best friends..Its all fun..LOve ya BooBiee!!Muahahaha!!Ok this saturday gonna meet my favourite band:No Direction..Sunday im not sure wat im gonna do but i await Monday where ill be partying with Mon to Sentosa..Thank u dear for the promise u gave me once..I hope tis will work out..Love u Boncet..






end of my day (: 9:39 AM






Thursday, April 14, 2005



Good day ladies and gentleman!Im gleaming wit my smiles now!Mon dearie is back from KL.I was enchanted when she called,its like i could feel she's coming back a she did..I cried my heart out that i miss her..I love the feeling of just hearing the phone ring and its her number and name ringing.Gosh!For one week i missed that,her presence and all,now that she's back,i can give her my tightest hug ever!!

A day after,STARBUCK-GE is closing down today,let the final memory preserve with everyone there hol final goodbye!Though im not a STRBUCK dude but knowing the kids there made me feel like one.Poor Mon.don worry im here still to pick u up from work no matter which starbucks u go ok?

Ok there's some kids whom i think are just dissing me behind my back,i don fuckung care,You want say it to my face don Blog ok?Tis saturday is No Direction show at Paradigm,How cool when we are a CRUST/CORE band?But its fine with us,lets RONGGENG after the show..Party till we drop..Amacam?

Somebody has Mr Brightside number but he hasnt called yet..Don worry for ur my best fren i will help u in any way i can k BoobiE??




end of my day (: 9:13 AM






Monday, April 04, 2005



It has only been one day and i could feel you in every second.Its not the same without smsing u or even call u and seeing your widest smile..I'll wait for ur return My dear,You know i will..If u can,try anyway u can to just say hi to me ok?Ill be good,promise me u will too ok?Do have fun,do just look at our pictures if u need any recall of our ever sweet memories..I trust u so do trust me too ok?To add it all up,i miss u so do i love you too..Buy bubblegum for me ok..For you...

Nostalgia
Its getting late and
im still waiting for ur call
with every minutes that passes by
It seems like we're growing in further away

I feel the rain on my face
As i look into the open sky
And for a second i stop
Perpetuating and wonder

Am i oblivious in your eyes?
Dop you dream of me when you sleep at night?
And your never understand
That i'll never had that chance
To share one last moment by your side

In the dark,alone in bed
Hoping to see your silhoutte
And everytime i turn away
Its another memory erased

And i could,get use to,
the sweet sound,of silence
just wanna say across your face
An watch every move you

Am i oblivious in your eyes?
Do u dream of me when you sleep at night?
You said those rainy days are nice
And the stars just speaks at time
It still wouldn't be the same
Without you here..

Ok projects needed to be done.. gotta get to work..ok bye?




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