Thursday, March 31, 2005



Simple Plan is a clear kick ass band
Last Nite show was reli fun..Pretty fun and enjoyable..I don noe much of their song but then i wonder wat makes me wan to sream out for them..David is so cool...Super cool...It was my first concert ever with Mon Dearie..Thank u for makin it happen..It was all fun and crazy....I did not get any chance to get a shot wit David but still it was all real fun...Great date wit mon,great time to finish it off...Worth my 100 bucks..




end of my day (: 9:56 AM






Wednesday, March 30, 2005



Im back..Been not posting..Too ridiculous too even describe..Just had the one week holiday..Went to the chalet wit the kids..It was Uber-Fun and Uber-Kecohness..Fun i shall say..Lately,i've been wondering wassup wit people hating each other..Well.hear me out or read tis out,watever u wan it to be like..I DON FUCKING CARE...its obvious i don brag nor i don tell people tat im good looking or watsoever..Just tis..I RELI DON FUCKING CARE IF PEOPLE HATE OTHER PEOPLE..Well,i was really angry,very angry but then why should i.Till one day,we will see how..The Band had a meeting..It ended with a twist of sweetness..Its good No Direction is still a Band..I Remember May(The Stardom Band) got tru to the Finals..Its pretty unbelievable..We shall rock then...Im pretty sure im happy tat i found the frens i need in MMt2x..it shud have always been tis way...Thank u guys..Im just happy there's Kyn around..She's pretty a fren i cud sought to and say ur my best fren..

Tis week shall be my only week with Mon dearie,will be going to Simple Plan later on..Tis friday shall be an all day with her..She will due to leave for KL tis saturday..For the first time im gonna part wit her for like 2 or 3 weeks..I noe its not much..But i will still miss u..Im happy we are still the way we are..

Im pretty happy for my relationship with my Mon Dearie,my frienship with my frens and reli happy tat my bands still has hope exsiting....




end of my day (: 8:55 AM






Thursday, March 17, 2005



I seem to define anger equivalent to what i am feeling right now..Enough!!I suppose i want to actually had enough of all tis but i couldnt...Should i?Could i?Well its love but i still prefer to still eep tis feeling inside at the moment..Im sorry but i am,tell me more,think abt it wats make me to be the Green Skin Hulk...Thank U Kyn Honey for the Swensen treat...Thank u so much sweets...




end of my day (: 12:20 AM






Tuesday, March 08, 2005



My Dearest,
I miss you my dearest!I hope to c the purest from u,to able to hug u like i never did.I wish to hold u on so tight,hold on to u,hold on like i miss u so..ill wait,ill wait till all things are done..Then i shall c u smile again like u never did before..I love You my dearest!!Thank YOu for listening,i hope u do noe that im there for u every single minute..


Hey Beautiful
Hey my beautiful,
Here is my heart,play with it like u can
Here's a dagger,why dont u stab it in?

Hey my beautiful,
Ur words bled my deepest
Here are my blood
Can You See the Red circles on my chest?

Hey my beautiful,
i sing my saddest song
Hear my cries in the middle
as the night crawls to my loneliness

Hey my beautiful,
stays my faithful one
be my closest,be my bestest that u are

Hey my beautiful,
tonight i close my eyes
prone u with my feelings
i shall just keep mum

Hey my beautiful
see how flawless u are
do u need me?
and the fragility tat i am?

Hey my beautiful,
said can be done
wat do i gain?
Those drops of misery
those sorrows judge this day




end of my day (: 11:59 PM






Monday, March 07, 2005



I say none for now

-I miss You Very Dearly
-I miss everything about You
-iM Sorry that im just not there everyimt,i think u think like tat
-Lastly i miss outings wit u
-And I love You




end of my day (: 12:47 AM






the writer


I am 21 and living it
I am always in love with YOU!!
I grow older every year on the 6th june
i heart music,do you?



The dearly missed


You are not forgotten


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:His myspace:
:The Mad Band:


My will to survive

Would you sacrifice love for your one and only love to be happy?
It's one question i am unsure of and it's one question that could make me fall harder than before
But would you strive harder to make anything possible?
I wish for and i hope for
Those are my demons and here are my heroes

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