Monday, February 28, 2005



Tummy War Keeps Us Barbaric!!
Been not updating this past few days!!I gotten lazy.Certain situation have gone too far,im lazy,way too lazy..I gave up long time before but i guess pretentind is somehow the best solution.I blew it,i shouldnt have.Why shoul i?So i rather release u.not somewat i will miss u.Start dissing or start blogging,who is right or who is wrong now?I wont be happt,i never am,even when my dearest Boobie is affected..No worries Boobie,we'll have your back,we judge wats right and no worries ill protect u..
Nirvana tribute was such a slack,we put out a bad show,in my view!!Especially when the crowds are ablivilion to Nirvana!!We just played the best though the stage are cramp and small..Hell!!There's even this guy who came to us and say we sounded so "FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES" and there's this another who wan's us to be involved in his documentary about local bands.Great!!It pays off playing badly!!
Ok!!I have projects to do,but i have no worries except for my 3D MAX project!!Im doing the band website and i will then proceed to Rika site..I think ill be meeting Mon dearie later.Just to fetch her home..I wonder if i dare buy her the ADIDAS bag..Maybe i should!!Whe her project is done,im gonna enjoi most of the times with her..I still await Sentosa!!Whoohoo!!!For u dear!!
I miss my beloved LULU AND CUTE!!Wherever your are!!Last saturday we had the most barbaric moment of all..."TUMMY WAR""..How do u play it?Punch each other stomach till one emerges the champion..I was the champion back then but last saturday no one is..Perhaps the ladyboss of Mitre was against to tis match..Somehow i find Fad punk drasctially painful but Alif's has the best one of all..I got punch by B who has the biggets arm of all but still no one is the best...Hmmmm!!Anyway...Word of the day..."HULLOOOOOOOOOooo"...




end of my day (: 8:39 AM






Monday, February 21, 2005



I don't know wat do i feel at the moment?Ive been treated with fragility yet im in rage.How do i release tis unwanted emotions?I say i do wat i want to do from now on and i will treat it well like it will result in a good way.I wanted to do many things.Im selfish but i wan to keep on trying.The least support will be just the ultimate happiness towards my wide smile.The seeing of each other or maybe talkin to each other everyday maybe the cause of this.I hope to dispell this bad spell soon enough.Lets work it out ok?

I gotten this virus from MSN.Its killing me..So So much,like it change me drastically trying to delete this virus.Damn it.NB CB!!!At least i don even try to blame anyone or even callin people stupid and so on..It angers me somehow and i still don think its cool enuff to vent and be that harsh to react in tat kind of way..HUERGH!!

I was home around 9 last nite when the tv is on..So great that Daddy was watching "LORD OF THE RING=THE TWO TOWERS".Its even greater when it was "THE BATTLE OF HELMS DEEP" was happening..Whoohooo!!Tat eases my tireness from work..

So the gig is comin,i don feel any excitement yet.But i try with the band to put on our best yet ever.I still wan to go to the beach fro i MISS-The sunset,the water and just the one getway from everything with YOU!!May it happen one day ok?Don be stress anyway,cheer up,u can do it!!Im sure you can,banyak bersabar iya!!Senyum Senyum biar banyak iya!!

I think Dzaf will get a job and i will wait till he belanja me!!Muahahahah!!Bernard Hsiao Po Luen is ORD-ing soon,that goes the same with Fad..NB CB!!Im still schooling but its ok.It was in ITE I found a group of friends in which they really touches me!!But still i hate some others who just pretend..

There's an excursion tomorrow!!Im so excited and yes my stomach is growling!!Ok ah!!
My wishlist for this week-





end of my day (: 8:52 PM






Tuesday, February 15, 2005





This one goes out to the friends I never had. - Catch 22
Im amazed with the flip flop u gave me..Its just the right size and the right one tat i have always wanted..I thank you for tat..U look beautiful,u have always been one.The blazers suits u..Ur such a sensation,a sweet one like those honey coated of urs..I love u very dearly..Thank u!It may not be a Valentine Day ut its just fun glaring each other smiles last nite.No worries!Smile now,ur worries will pass..Loosen out if u can!!Hope u love the blazer and the shoes like i love the way u put it on..
Dzaf is 22..I guess tat puts him on the map as the oldest among the band.May tat stays tat way til we get our hands on him
Frens are a parcel of life..U noe who ur true frens ae..So stop whining,u noe wats best..I refer to ALif post,he's right,if ur a fren,do disappear or just come when u need something..Go away,ur a disappointment..I shall resist now,anger won prevail me at the moment.The KKK has been the one tat puts a smile on everyone face at the end of the day.I noe i found one true fren i can rely on since i gotten close with her.Thank u Boobie and of course the others for bein there..The band tat i have,they are brothers to me,though there;s problem tat bound to be occur,im sure our commitments will then brings us together..The future is now..Lets decide wats best..




end of my day (: 10:20 AM






Friday, February 11, 2005



Sarcasm
-The last thing i ever want u to be
-The last thing ill ever be
-The one thing i cud have been hurt by
-The one thing i hate it




end of my day (: 12:28 PM






Thursday, February 10, 2005



I had alarmed myself to wake up at 6plus today for work but before tat i had a dream tat i was driving a car..I did realise myself to wake up at 6 plus but during tat moment of time,i thought i reli have a car and then its ok to sleep a little while more..For tat i realize myself at 7plus and eventually i did took a car to work,but its call T-A-X-I..Wat in the son of gondor makes me driving and owning a car..Tat aint cool man!!Waste my money especially i cant be the one tat is late for i have the store key..Sial lah Bala!!

I think i shud go and get myself a horse.I shall ride on it everyday like a prince charming or maybe be like Gandalf,get a white horse and call it ShadowFax..No!I think it would be better to get a Unicorn or maybe i just get a donkey like the dude from SHrek!!WooHoo!!I shall then ride on to the beautiful garden with my Lady Arwen..Don question who she is,everyone should have notice it from the picture up there on the right side.Look at it,Sweet rite..The one i heart for!!

I was bombarded at work,its non-stop selling serving people with coffees and all for the past two days.Im busy,i couldnt even pick up any calls..Been lacking time wit Her and my frens and banddies,Sorry people!!I don't think ill be goin to school tomorrow.Be accompanyin my Momma to the polyclinic and then go party ah..I think ill go do my project.Have to start it soon..My groupmates,Help put please!!Where are all the pictures u promise?Im stressed,someone please help me,im dying here in front of you...Get me seaweed,lots of them,ill be happy to the blue moon..Ok ah,anything activate je!!






end of my day (: 11:17 PM










Funny!Tis girl name Erin tagged mesaying she likes it when No Direction covered Thrice the other day..We didnt actually!!Hee!!!All songs we played was orginals!!Anyway,thanks for tagging and thank u for the much support,i already link ya up anyway!!Its a new year for the chinese..to the beloved chinese bro's and sisters...Kung Hei Fat Choy...Tat means more working days for me and tat means more tireness im goin to surface...NB CB..

To U!!i always wud stay by u,u noe i will..i said it once then i say it again,be patience in tis,don worry,loosen up and be strong..u will noe eventually everything will be ok..Faith is the key to everything,i noe u can..Be confidence in everything ,i support u and ur mom journey to recovery

Ok now!!I wan to sleep,there's a long road journey to Mordor tommorow where i,Gandalf and the great Aragorn shall face off with the mighty orcs and the evil Lord Sauron..is way with haste now..




end of my day (: 1:21 AM






Tuesday, February 08, 2005



Good day everyone!!It will be Chinese New Year tomorrow!So those who is not chinese,go learn chinese..Go to your chinse fren house for the money ok!!I woke up today with a smile..I don noe why but then i thought of certain thinkgs tat happened to me back back then between she and i..Oh well!!Forget abt it!!Its a big matter,i was heartbroken but im gleaming wit a smile now everytime the mention of her..She is starting her band back again,hope it will will out..Thank You for the Davidoff eau de toilette!I super love it..I smell more tweet wit that!!Tis friday,im goin Sentosa wit her..Great!!I miss that surrounding..Love you Hunns!!And i love Ceramic Circle..I don wan to scrape their faces off...maybe i will if i have the chance...Hahahhha!!But i still love them...Ok go!!To the Batmobile now....DengDeng DengDengDengDengDengDeng DengDeng DengDengDengDengDengDeng BATMAN!!




end of my day (: 10:05 AM






Monday, February 07, 2005



Music Nation 2005
Music nation last saturday was really a blast.Got a huge surprised from Mon dearie when she came unexpectedly.I was gleaming with a smile,thank you for the support u were giving me.Bad Boobie but i still luv ya for keepin it from me,so it was Mon all alog that you say u were bringing..Yeay!Thumbs up to the both of Ya!!No direction set was really hectic..Thank you guys,the KKK(alif,khus,ayu,Boobie(Syikin),Fir,Hanif,Aisya,Betty),frens(Inn,Zad and all) and bands for making it happened.It feels fucking good to see the whole crowd moshing along..Thanks to Adel for giving us the opportunity and to my No direction bro's,thank you for being crazy the other day..
Here's my view of the other bands:
A Vacant Affair-Crazy,kick ass show
Arse NOva-Fucking good and tite
Munchies at 9-First time saw them and they are reli impressive,i like the Underoath cover..love u guys
Ceramic Circle-Give me a damn knife,i wan to scrape their faces off.hahhaha..
Dyna Turmoil and Hamartia-The epitomy of thrashine the set,very very good





end of my day (: 9:24 AM






Wednesday, February 02, 2005



I couldn't see why we should be running our mouths with each other..Im stuck on to a corner..I have none to say..I am sorry for the anger that prevails me.. I know im awaken,reade set ang go to see ur smiles..If u say so,im a fake to u,i'll just keep it hard inside..i wont bottled up,i just resist..My heart soften up,knowing u are angry,sad and moodless while i noe at the same time u do wan to c me..S-O-R-R-Y..I am..

I was tired today,i couldnt sleep again now..Blame me for the tireness i possesed..School was ok,its jts great just because we did nothing at all..I cried watching WINDSTRUCK in class..The movie is a top notch..Something i would cried for but then eventually i already did especially when lookin at the way she cried..Its the third time i watched it..The first time was wit Her Dearie..It just feel so nice watching something romantic with her..Or even watching with ur love ones..

Last nite i was out with an old friend Iqa..We met for its been a long time..She is a close fren and still is..I could c how sweet she is now...Her image is different i guess..Its great really catching up on old time..

Im still wondering wat is Syikin surprise will be,ill wait..for now ill be concentrating for this saturday show..I end tis apologizing to Mon..SOrry..i love u still...




end of my day (: 6:36 PM






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