Its late midnight,im awake yet my eyes are drowsy.I've just put down the phone wit Mon..Our last sentence tat we talk about is...Its so nice to get married..Hmmmm....Tat came from tat mouth of hers.I mever expect that from her..Oh well then!!Last friday was the day i officially hate Barley..I wont go into details.Last nite jamming was marvelously great..Im happy after a long time..Some songs have been wirtten and this saturday,we shall rock with the other greats..All bands are good,all bands are great..

I know you couldn't give me the support that i seek..Its work,i understand,i have always know..When was the last time?NUS if u could recall,but i understand..

Lately ive realize some stuff about myself..I have realize that im weak,by nature and yes literally im weak on the inside..Somehow,i wish i could be a rolemodel..Who wouldnt?Maybe i don have that good look or neither tat i dress well or maybe the way i talk or react or maybe its how people wud judge of wat i am when they don noe me..Wat am i?Who am i?do i fit in?Do i to everyone's eyes?I can't figure out why..I have a girlfriend whom i really love,good frens,good relationship wit the KKK especially Kyn..I jst wan to be there for everyone,just to have everyone feels secure wit the me now..I wan to be true to myself now...I wan to be a baby to everyones eyes,a newborn with a purified soul..Somehow i wish i can be the opposition of a broken dream..

i love indie..i love indie kids...music is universal...yeah... indie is cool...Indie is great..Indie is ok...But i rather cry...listening to emo...Here's another story,music is universal..Why?Well there's this just one guy,i won tell who changed miraculaously..He's one whom i dare say Fashion Core..Back then when i knew him,he was tis tappered guy and soon after he is tis guy who listen to rasta and then he is tis hip hop guy and then he is tis Roker who goes to gigs and play drums for his band and then now,he is this guy wit the dark frame emo specs with the messy hair,smooth on the front,frisky on the back..Wassup wit tat?How cool is tat?R-E-S-P-E-C-T sial!!Watever ah eh?Im hurt..Reli,so so hurt...Im hurt on the neck,thanks to last saturday pile up,thanks to tat was at the hospital,doin some check up...Thanks to Mon for being there and my family members..But then im still hurt,people are tarnishing my image,my music,my feelings,my love for emotional sounds...Ah then,who cares,slit tis wrist,indecisive as i fall..Oh ya,Sykin finds Indie guys cute especially the Monroe drummer..oh well...enjoi everyone...The four eyed romancer whines again...

Good day everyone!Selamat Raya Aidiladha to everyone!!I woke up for an early raya prayer..And went home only to know tat my bills are here.Not an everyday surprised but my eyes were gleaming...Its a huge sum..Oh well!!ill be staying at home today,just being the angel to everybody eyes.Anyone watched Ameciaran Idol?Its way funny and yes there's this one lady whom i find real hot,at 21,she's can sing even though she's a mommy..I guess she's the next Fantasia.

I enjoyed watching "MEET THE FOCKERS" the other nite wit Mon dearie though the coldness is unbearable.It way to cold in there.Im happy though,Rika is not out of form after weeks and weeks of not jamming..To top it up,we managed to change the progression of the "drops" song and a new song was made..Impressive!!Oh well,i don't think i can make it to tomorrow gig..Projects are way to many this semester..I"ll be blown out but i try..Im still designing No direction website..It will take a while so wait up ok!!

I wonder where will i go after National Service?Back to school?Or start building up my career till i really make it one day?My heart is still open to be a Rockstar some day with all the bands that i played with..Oh well,tell me all your views,im sexy u all noe it...Muahahaha!!!Let me cry again..

Here i wrote my daily entries ive been missing out for these past few days.Its been not great actually,the only time i had fun was wit her,every day,which was really memorable...I felt the past rekindled and renew.Thank You for just being there.I love you sweets..She will be busy,with loads of works and tests..Be patience ok!Its the roots to all happiness,you know it,be confidence,be focus..I pity her though and i am damn worried now..I hope she will be fine,doing well..Don worry,Ned will be ok!Trust me!Im here by ur side..Always!!

Im sorry to the KKK for the other friday,i lost it that i blew out,im sorry i had to burst out to my thousand tears..Thank u guys for ur compliments and thank u for ur understanding..Love u all..

No direction last jamming was great,still not much power but after a long time of not jamming i still think there's more ahead of us,im sure we will pull through..Rika had to missed the 29th Jan gig at CHIJMES..So there's chances No direction might be playin instead..My daily life will be the same for now..yeah Singapore won the Tiger Cup how cool was tat..I was there cheering wit Kyn and Alif..Its fun,so much fun..Kyn honey brought us sandwiches,how sweet..it reli touches me and it taste good..Take care now everyone..

Its a monday morning!!School be starting soon and tats it no more holiday till march..Hmmmm!!I guess i have to live wit tat till end of may where im a free bird wit no more school..I received my NS letter..Im an official PES C guy..Tis heart condition i guess...I had a terrible heartache the other day when i was wit Mon dearie..Its reli painful and i thank her for being there..I

had a few shots of vidka and red wine the other day at the Festive dinner wit DIMBULAH crew..Its just because im unable to the answer the question given..I have to relive the new soon after,its a tragedy to see myself with liquors..I regretted it, so so much..I had a wonderful time wit Dearie tat saturday,though its short..

Last nite at the Substation,it was crazy..i saw alot of people tat i have not seen for a very long time..There's Mom(Afah),Nuwul,Ana,Mintie and yeah Faidzal...Gosh i miss tat dude..I have to apologize to the DYNA'S...I took a cab from Jurong Bird Park to the gig just to see them..They idolize me..but i have to leave soon after they play..Imagine the fun the anger to not seeing the band u always wanted to see..I have to go home...Tats why...Sorry to u guys,Dzaf and Wan,all those people and Faidzal...Sorry..

It was beautiful though when u said sorry..Ur tears are sincere enough and my tears tat related to urs tells how much i forgive and how much my heart is urs..Don worry,i've always love u and im sorry too for those things ive done..

Back bloggin again!Happy New Year to everyone...Release those sad stories tat had passed and sets it ablaze...Im tired so i wish to rebuild,let my anger suprresed to my emotions..Let it bleed and go away...Im happy my times spending New Year with my ones tat has been makin me smiles all along..Thank You to the Brothers i always had in at No Direction,may i wish the band prosper tis time to a better one..To frens,Jess Mich and Zcuk..Thank You..My sweetest Bud Syikin,ur great,just someone tat i wish u cud be a fren with forever..The Boys of MMT2X,Tengtai,Tompok,Telor and Peh Hor..Ur times arre marvelllous...It wud have been so much better if u were there but i wud understand why...Its great tat i was with her last nite..I bought an mp3 and hair color...Burgundy seems nice...Wat makes me smile is the presentation of her 38 reasons of loving me..Im gleamin..With a wide smile..The first thing tat came into my mind..is Her...Its been really memorable...Thank You...i wish i wouldnt crash and burn tis time aorund wit her...Im happy tat it stays tis way and ill be happier when things just gets better and better..You noe i love You...

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