Wednesday, December 29, 2004



I wish,I Miss...

-Sentosa outings

-Watching the sunset

-Goodbyes and kisses

-Cycling

-Just a little more time with U


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end of my day (: 1:03 PM






Thursday, December 23, 2004



I'm back blogging.It's been ok tis days,lazy to work and i just got my internet line back..Ok cool!!I've been worying about certain stuff nowadays..Mon dearie,school,bands and money..I hope to perish all tis worries and then get away wit it..i hope i can..i hope for mon to be strong..Tats it,u noe u can..Her mom went tru hell but she pulled tru till now i still hope she will be ok..I have none to say now..IPoor Boobie sick and restless at home..Tk care k u will be fine..Im close to getting tat NK7260 and an mp3 player...i wish it will be...Till im back again..My condolences to Iqa for the sudden death of her father..I hope she's ok..Be good now..With haste




end of my day (: 4:41 PM






Monday, December 13, 2004



We Screwed Up!!!
Right after work last night,i went to to town to meet dear boobie Kyn...Thanks to her knowing i wud be alone she accompanied me for awhile before she went for her movie wit frens..Thank U for beein such a darl...Soon after i was alone,gazing the nite skies,admiring the smiles of everyone walkin towards me...I was alone,findin some souls whom i wud noe but then to noe avail i failed..I went to shope alone,i bought Mon a tee from U2..It was ok!Nice and simple and i bought her a figurine tat has a cardholder wit it..Wit tat i wrote her a msg telling her tat her patience is my support and tat i wish her a HAPPY 38th Month Anniversary!!It was our anniversay the day before but we couldnt meet then...It was reli nice seeing her after a few days..I felt so loved by her..Reli so much...
Let me just tell u all abit the gig at RP on the 11th!!Alot of good bands and alot of chicks there..The crew at RP did a very good job...Thumbs up on the double..As usual Dyna Turmoil set was a,kick ass..Simply unbelieavable..Great for a Metalcore band...Super good...My bands set was ok..I felt more power when i played for Rika the other day..t was gret just tat when it was with No Direction,there' something amissed...Maybe there's no Hezwan..Come back quick boy we need u...Be good...Other bands like Ceramic Cirle..Emo like fuck..i like impressive..Still with the huge female fanbase..i wan to kill u all...Muahahahahaha!!!PLa buto..But then im still the four eyed romancer...
Shoe Size nine has their punk rock routes rockin and there's No better than you..Ur new song reli hurts me deep,its total heartwrenching..nice and very melodic...Back by monday started off the show,abit of out of tune but then the big dde vocals was nice..and then there's Msc,still progressive as ever and yeah there's this band call Wishing for Armalade...One emo screamo band...Reli rockin...the vocals sounds like NFG and i remember tat they were from the band Permanent Head Damage...There's this guy,the bassist,someone...just someone is head over heels over him...Heeee!!In fact ive met them and HIM before..i shall get his number for u...Its a shame,i suck tat day i think..hanks to everyone for showing support,Jess,Elfe,Kyn,Alif,member members Underedge,the two Fir,all the others everyone...Do u think we suck or we rock for both RIka and No direction,i need comments cuz i don feel much tat day.tag me or watever...Girls u can tag me if u think im cute...Muahahahahha!!!cUZ i am the FOUR eyed Romancer....Chiao!!Till the next show...




end of my day (: 10:02 AM






Wednesday, December 08, 2004



No Direction is screwd..Let's see if we can pull it through!Gosh!Tis things never happened before..Im worried about certain things..You!Be good,when ur out,learn from ur mistake,the band supports u...An to the significant other,u have ur worries on one thing,trust me she can pull it tru..Be confidence,have faith,im here...Holidays been a real draggy to me,been workin and jammin again and again..Too many commitments for my bands,but ill shall not complain for its music,its my brotheres playing side by side wit me...I regret i did not spend much time wit my significant other..To tell u,both of us been busy but tat one day where we will have more time will come again...No worries....For now,pls do come to our show...ill be playin twice at the Radical Progression gig...4th slot for Rika and 6th for No Direction...WE(NO DIRECTION) would like to apologize to Zura,Ziana and Nurul for our slot changed again and again...Things happen to us,we are screwed ....We're really sorry...




end of my day (: 1:21 PM






Wednesday, December 01, 2004



WHERE IS ALEXANDRA HOSPITAL?
It has been 3 days since i started my holiday,its been great till next week where i shall start werking again.I need to earn more this time,there's too many things i always wanted.I've been rather down lately,there's things i have cleared but its depressive to do it.I have too perhaps..Raya outing wit the MMT kids and #emo kids been cool..Fun and lots of laughter..I will be having my checkup tomorrow.It will be at Alexandra hospital,i don know where?There's a way i suppose,i wil find out where and how.Will be jamming yet again,will be with RiKa this time.Last nite,we had to cancel No Direction jamming due to some problems happening to Hezwan..GrrRR!!!I hate u at certain points but im guilty for ur reasons should not be hate..There maybe a possibilities we have to use Ray to play the guitar for this gig..BaHH!!We shall make love on tat day..


To U:Im happy u pulled it through,u have stayed strong like i always wanted u to.Cheer up for now!U have expressed a thoudand anger,u have hurt my thoughts too but its ok,for i have love u all along..If then u shall not want to support anymore,don need for u to against wat i have belived in and wat i have possesed with..Sorry though for somehow causing certain unhappiness,its ok for now but then i still need u to stay strong,somehow there's times that i get real busy but then i will always try though to hold u on,,If u could know wat ive been trying to show u...CARE...for...I LOVE U...




end of my day (: 4:16 PM






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I am 21 and living it
I am always in love with YOU!!
I grow older every year on the 6th june
i heart music,do you?



The dearly missed


You are not forgotten


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:Zcuk
:Zoola:
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:His myspace:
:The Mad Band:


My will to survive

Would you sacrifice love for your one and only love to be happy?
It's one question i am unsure of and it's one question that could make me fall harder than before
But would you strive harder to make anything possible?
I wish for and i hope for
Those are my demons and here are my heroes

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