Monday, November 22, 2004



To U,i just need u to be strong.Try hard,die trying facing tis fact.There's more things in life ahead of u,u noe it.I understand every single pain tat u juz haf to face.Its hutring u i noe,the time contrain and management,its hard on u,but one day im sure u will tackle everything.At the end of it,im sure everything will be fine.Don worry,im here to catch u at ur falling moment for i try to help u in any way,any time..Im here,dial me,ill be there for u..Be Strong cuz u have always been one..Cheer up to u the Beautiful one

I'm sad for certain things,i've been rather stress about some stuff,i shall not disclose any now..Poor u,im sure u haf ur faith to hold on and carry on,trust me,u can do it,for these words on top are meant for ur tattered heart.Been thinking so much,i don noe wats right and wat is wrong?I couldnt define much stuff at the moment,i wan to run,run as i can.But its nots right,its never will be right.

My tears are never-ender,who would care?Thanks to u BooBie,u led me the right way.I swear i will do the right thing even i juz cant c fade as an option.Wat could be so right in this world?Are questions are meant to be Unanswered?The shorth answer,tats all i need.Im directionless,i have no direction.Oh then,wat the hell,let me judge wat is the right thing to do..

Ive list out some stuff tat i want...WoW




end of my day (: 10:48 PM






Friday, November 19, 2004



ARMOR FOR SLEEP
Kind Of Perfect lyrics
Can I just be something
somewhere in your room that you won't notice
maybe I'll be paper or books thrown on your floor
move me when you want to
I'll live where you put me in your vcr
if I become a casseteor on top of your computer
if that's where I would fit then so be it
but things can't be perfect all the time that I know
sometimes we just have to let some things go
I will not say one word I'll just hang around
I won't annoy you at allwhen you move out
I'll stay until I'm thrown away but then it won't matter
but things can't be perfect all the time that I know
sometimes we just have to let some things go
Because things cant be perfect all the time, that i'll know
Sometimes we just have to let some things go
I promise to start now (to start now)I promise to start now (to start now)
but things cant be perfect All the time that I know
Sometimes we just have to let some things go




end of my day (: 10:59 AM






Tuesday, November 16, 2004



Its been the third day of Raya!Its cool,Selamat Raya to my Family and relatives,Mon Dearie,My MMT2X "FUCK" buddies,No Direction AND rIKA Crew,ex-#emo now channel #INN kids,u guys are my frens,ex-secondary mates and to my outside frens,u noe who u r...Its been great,workin on the 2nd day of raya was a real pain...I broke my record of selling $565 worth of ice-cream alone...Beat that sucker..Oh well,gonna trim my hair soon,,im old won't get much money from now..Be concetrating my MCC project...Exams next week and then PARTY per GERL????Oh well,both No Direction and Rika gig is coming,preparing for it real soon and YEAH my beloved Yan is back from Brunei....Yeah Yeah!!!MOn got a digicam and she's happy wit it,soon enuff im gonna get my MP3 player...WhoooHoooo....
Mintak ampun ah sumer...Semoga kita jalan raya sama sama ye...




end of my day (: 11:08 AM






Tuesday, November 09, 2004



Sleeping Under the Knives
Kiss me on the forehead angel
before i go to sleep
I can't remember the last time
where i used to crash and burn
Watch me bleed for you
as your soul drowns
in the pool of my mind
Remember me for the times i ruined you,
not the times i made you smile.
You're my reasons to breathe
My reason to choke on the words left unpaid
like silver bullets that pierced my ears
I just want to get your fucking voice
out of my head
No Direction(Fad)




end of my day (: 7:23 PM






Thursday, November 04, 2004



These days i have been rather depressive,not updating any post.Oh well!I'm strong now,thank u to u Shirah,u be strong too ok..Hope my skipping school hearing you works.Uve been there though,so cheer up k...Im quite sorry for hurting Mon.Im sorry for making u sad,sorry for my rat mistakes..ill make it up...Pizza?Digi-cam?Well been a week since No direction,Rika and the Short Answers jammed..Missed the touch of strumming the dear bass and guitar..Till the 11th the,Rika first show and No direction be playing as well..If im not wrong it will be the Shorth Answers first on the 5th of february..Well ill wait for that and i shall drink to that..2 more weeks till raya,too bad no more duit raya..Oh wat the hell,everybody is stressed abt exams,except for the dear MMT2X fuck buddies...Mon dearie sub paper is killing her,endurance ey?Everything will be done,im scared that i felt i should start studyin now..Now as in now as soon i log off from this computer...I shall do it for Frodo no matter what..Even if im killed at the battle of Pelenor Field..Star wars trailer will be showing soon,im excited,felt so eccentric..Siak ah?K Dyna turmoil be rocking this saturday,ill be supporting my fellow gangsters Boy Phoenix(Lord Inn),Banana Tiger and Chee Hong KIa..That nite we shall unite..Tmr after Mon's paper,we are going shopping..Amacam dok?Gonna get new shoe..Yes Finally,be picking her up tomorrow...As usual,Temasek Poly...Ok ah...Its kindda cool..I can c chicks if there are any till my chick comes...Wahh!!!Marah?Jgn k?HEEEeeee....K ah till tmr then...Be goin to the Gate of Moria now..Lets slays some orcs..Be meeting for Legolas and Samwise,they go Terawih...Ride on horsey..With haste..




end of my day (: 9:03 PM






Monday, November 01, 2004



The silence is mean to be quiet
like an iceberg tat is hard to break
as u phase to me about giving it up
i knew u meant it,
i have seen it coming
i rather now cry to myself and wonder why?
Ive tried protecting,we have ride on so far
but where have it all gone to?
I cover up my wound as i try to define understanding
The ocean used to be so clear
as we gazed the darkened skies
but its never the same now
i only felt my heart could bleed no more
if only i could know why?Explain me ur worries,
i cant seem to let it go
but if tis is never meant to make u happy
i rather have it ur way,the way tat ease ur situation
Let me off,i wud understand why,its ok
never shall i rob u ur unhappiness
i wont let u lie ur feelings
im prepared for anything,anytime
even though the distance we've gone is never-ending
i shall juz burn myself to ur thousands feelings




end of my day (: 11:09 AM






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I am always in love with YOU!!
I grow older every year on the 6th june
i heart music,do you?



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My will to survive

Would you sacrifice love for your one and only love to be happy?
It's one question i am unsure of and it's one question that could make me fall harder than before
But would you strive harder to make anything possible?
I wish for and i hope for
Those are my demons and here are my heroes

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