My blog is Boring?What can i say?What i felt was written here,yeah here,the very same spot ur all reading now.My school week turns out well,i guess not for Mon Dearie..Poor her,hoping to party(guess she finally can now).I was hopin i cud do something in her stressed out days.I wish i cud be there more,i hope i did something,its her own thinkin whether i did or not.She's my love,an adorable princess,someone i juz wish i cud wake up everyday and see her smile in front of me.Well,my school week since school reopens turns out great.My ever coo "MT2X FUCK BUDDIES" had this soccer thing which they eventually made it to the 2nd round but lost on tat very game.Im like there showing the support,i love them..Assignments are juz hard to break,ive to finish one soon and there's more to come.Bein a 2nd year student reli sucks,more work,more pressure..I made a pact to myself to reli at least achieve something out of this semester.Ive been slcaking hard,my GPA points dropped down since last semester..ill try to do something abt it..NoW,ive been getting lesser rest,work overwhelmed me..Why?I juz need tat extra cash for tat special day...ShhhHHH..I won say a word...

To U: Ur disappointment causes my fragility, i don blame u,i neva did,but those words eventually hurt me deep.Those words that shoot out from u,its melancholic..That moment,my mind shuts as tears are m oly options..Yes,maybe to u its nothing,not a big deal but i felt insulted.I felt like u've insulted one of the many beautiful things i love..One that i will try to do anything for..But then who cares,my disintegrated heart meant nothing,let me juz bury tis words onto my head,for i shall not talk abt it again.It stung me,ur snetences live up to my head,im smashed up,like a buildin tumbling down,who cares for now,it doesnt matter for the one other beautiful things tat i love is u..while the other is for watu insulted..I still be loving u and yeah i understand how u feel,abt ur impression,ur decision to come to those words u said..U said i need to prove it to u,i say i almost gave up on it,seriously,juz throwind down wat ive achieved tis past yrs,the talent,thepassion.I won care for now,i noe i trust ur decsion even how painful it can get,i stil loves u..

I miss that presence from you,yeah the both of you.The one i've been showerin my love on for 8 yrs..The memories i had,juz lay there as i await for your return.Ur both gone,wat can i say,my tears are juz one moment,a moment i keep to myself.I shall keep quiet now,i promise i won't say a word about u both.Im sleepy,werk overcome me and i have yet to finish my flash assignment.Well at least i did a bit,but i have to do it.Im tired and uninspired.Strumming my guitar,finding tunes,i juz cant find any nice one.Nevermind,be werking again tmr.I haf no idea where to go,i understand mon's busy,i compromise on this.Most probaly hang out wit the boys.I had one tiring nite last nite,did Mon's assignment for her...Well i won mind seriously,for u i will.ill be waiting on the 11th october where i shall fetch you wif a dozen kisses,A romantic nite i shall say,e beautiful memory yet again.I will say the third yr is simply lovely.

I have silence my thoughts
Im like the wind now with a million miles to go
Im shot with ur words
A bullet which cause my insanity

Im silenced,unable to wake from a blatant phase
Ur assumptions are untrue
i am myself after all this years
neva will i change,neva will u too.

I have been in love,in a world of a paradise
A beautiful love story for where i wish there's no ending
U bound to anger me,im sorry i did too
Please don't judge me anymore with ur untold explanations

I cant run away,i did my wrong-doin
forgive me now,i wage no war
i wil love u stil,will ever do
Juz please don treat me like im some freak to u

Im sleepy now...Enjoi u all...Muackz

People been bugging me to update my blog...And here i go..Life's pretty the same,got internet at home and soon an Xbox.Cool!Wat i always wanted..I had a beautiful encounter lkast nite..Went around giving stray cats food with Dearie Mon,sweet and lovely..Guess its the Hungry Cats Festivals..Had a stupid encounter juz then outside school..Bluergh!Stupid kids picking a fite wif my crew of fuck buddies..Bluergh Again!!!I cant simply stand it when he kept staring at us and walk to us saying "lu cam muka gua"...Wat in the blue hell?I go to him shouted to him and ask "Wassup wif tat"....Blabla bla later,Hanif got blown on his face, with a blardy belt,that boy got blown on his face,his frens come in wnd the few of us trying to stop everything..Lazy to argue abt tis but guess will be settling the matter tmr..Fight sibo..Gosh i shoulnt confronted the dude..Hee hee...Now c wat happened..Lets juz say the beautiful moment wif Mon is far much better...YeaY...Those who wans the cd..keep calling k...93866074 or email emo_brain2@hotmail.com

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