Monday, August 30, 2004



Monday blue again.Bluergh!!My weekend was alrite..Had my show last saturday.Turnout=BAD..I guess there's barely 40 people there..Juz great got two other gigs somewhere there..But then its ok..Thanks big time to Alif for burning the cds..Khai for comin and purchasing one and BooBie(Syikin)...Muackz...Surprised to c her..Somebody got the hots for u...Hmmmmm...Great bands,i love Stray Voice,20DC and all...WooW...My sunday=work lah..A slow day i shall say..Went to town all alone waiting for Mon dearie to finish work at 10..Overall waiting time=3 1/2hrs...Yeay!!Why wait?Trying to be emo(not)...Why?Cuz it hurts...Haha..Got tat from a button i bought on saturday...K lah bye?Wanna listen to the teacher...Who wants to buy No Direction ep..selling at $5...Call me@93866074 or e-mail me@emo_brain2@hotmail.com




end of my day (: 8:22 AM






Friday, August 20, 2004



Its friday..end of the all weekdays..GrrRR..Ive been stressed up wit tat MMC proposal tat i did it for 4 times..KNN CB..Lazy to explains why..Anyway,been planning out a lot of stuff for the bands cd(Ya its D-I-Y) and merchandise.We be releasing our stuff on the 28th so please come,there's Kate of Kale cd too..ill be meetin my dear Munirah later on..finally a movie outin..Yeay!!!She's been stressed up but i guess i neva make her feel good,so i juz told her to cheer up,she can do it(She did ok)...I was catchin this japan/chinese movie on tv last nite...Fuckin cool movie...There's the funny part and the sad part...WoooWeee...Tomorrow ill be workin AGAINNNnnn...There's this new guy i heard that will be in charge of us...GrrrRR...Compromise is the key word i seek from him...Well lets see how..In class now and yeay ill be gettin a computer at the end of the month...Thanks to my brother...After that be goin broke AGAINNNN..Pas keje nak gi mana eh besok?Jam?Ok lah ok bye?




end of my day (: 8:50 AM






Wednesday, August 18, 2004



Gosh!Been stuck wit my proposal..Tat kyn didn't print me my work..Something when wrong wit my diskette..Bluergh!Tat monday i almost when to school..I maybe down with a bad throat and weak body but when Mon was alone for foolishly goin to school when she's not supposed to..Bluergh!!Here i am to rescue her..Tat 5 scoop of ice-cream makes my throat worse but its enjoyable when u ate it with the one tat u love...There will be a new guy at my workplace..He will be an Senior Barista..Hope he will compromise wif me..Anyway guys,there will be three gigs on the 28th..Tag me which u all be goin..I noe ill be playin at the "Its Alive gig" at NUS..Kate of kale be releasin their stuff and we will be sellin our stuff too for 4bucks..Its DIY so wat the hell..Get it please...Mon's down wif her projects AGAIN..So be meetin less of her..I started missin her..Till we meet..Got time we meet if cannot..the booohoo...Last sat Girln Fest was ok..Missed NEver2Late and Better than Run...GRRR..Blame work...Anyway,i noticed alot of unhappiness at the gig..To u all,u noe who u r..CHEER UP...To Mon,i cant make u smile at ur busiest hours,but im here if u need to hear my voice...Enjoi Work...Don stress..




end of my day (: 11:35 AM






Tuesday, August 10, 2004



Singapore Idol was impressive..Not as good as the original one but still WOW...People humiliating themselves and bla bla bla so on on..I was sick last nite and still am now..Im feel tired..Damn nose block and tat fever..I went out for awhile to PENINSULA to buy "something"..I shall not disclosed wat i bought for now..NDP was ok..I got bored at home..No one wan's to slack,B's doin his march in the middle of the National Stadium..Wan's lazy(as always),Dzaf's got lazy too to hangout and stays at home..Mon hunny went to Sentosa wif her KAKIS..Great u went inside the sea with cramps?...Thanks for ur PRINCIPLES...I don care for now...Been sometime since i reli had my time wif her..Like reli the whole day wif her...Its either im free and she's werking...Haiz wat can i say...I hope tml she werk in the morning so i can c her finally and spent time...I wan to die..Please someone kill me...Take a gun and shoot me with the 44 calibre bullet..Bluergh..Ah restless but i still wan to c Mon and to Wan HAPPY BDAE...




end of my day (: 10:38 AM






Thursday, August 05, 2004



OKie!ill be jamming with the other band later on..Poor Munirah..All alone after her paper..Well,gambar kat blog dier..wheee...Cheerleader sibo..Hong Gan ah...K ah..Monday NDP..Besok tak tu nak buat per..Saturday k we all enjoi watch movie...K bye...Besok cut hair together wif Munirah...To the bat cave now..K bye?




end of my day (: 3:16 PM






Tuesday, August 03, 2004



Hello!Guess tats wat everyone say when they first greet each other..Class getting bored..Had a lot of breaks juz now..Went to SRC room to slack..Zad came in n there we had our laughs off..The guys were playin UNO..Noisy like hell..Well tats my MMT2X FUCK BUDDIES...GRRRRRRRRrrr!!!!I felll in love with Ashlee Simpson..She's beautiful,gorgeous,a goddess...wOwww...Sorry Mon,im not psychotic abt it ok...Heard she's comin for a showcase and hell i wan to go to Hoobastank concert..Grrrr...Now ill be slacking off till i jam again with my bands as Mon's busy with exams...Poor her...I wan to jam with No direction,Rika and the other band lah..Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..Okie bye?





end of my day (: 4:30 PM






Monday, August 02, 2004



Monday blue again,luckily i don feel Mundane now..Apology to Ayu and Hanis-BIG TIME..I feel wounded the other day..Sorry!!Well,my weekend is plain.Normal work schedule..Grrr!!But i went to East Coast for this Camp fire thing regard to Racial Harmony thing..Wow!I was there for Mon Hunnie Cheer performance..At first i tot wit wud be a total silence for me..I knew not much of them..Luckily there's Yam..Grr!!It was Awesome..the Cheerleaders..Grrr...Hot and pulling off a perfect performance..The best thing was when i bodysurf on lots of secondary school kids..The best ever when they cheered on u like as if they were carrying some hero..Wait a minute i am 1(Im spider-man)SHHHHhhh!!!I went for the weekend trip and B-quartet was impressive..Well,had jamming last nite,listening to last days of april now..Emo like hell..Abt the situation in my class,i don wanna noe,sorry?i neva accused anyone,i neva point out my anger too..If we're not worth to be ur company,wat can i say?Its a mere question from everyone..Enjoi urself anyway..Poor Mon,her grandma's in the hospital..I wish i cud visit her but none of her family are a close kin to me..I promise u ill stay put right there by u..Promise..Muacks..




end of my day (: 8:43 AM






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