Friday, July 30, 2004



Its friday!A new day please for a new chapter everyone..Grr!Everybody's been so aggro now.Tat sucks..Well anwway Tengtai burnt me last nite..With the soldering iron..Well no big deal..It rocks for me..Cheer Up evertone..Please..Im pissed with tis guy name IS..Check tat out..Stop hurting my gf feelings..its a matter of time i pin u down..Grrr...For i who loves mon im unhappy of ur over-limits doin..Enjoi!!!




end of my day (: 8:52 AM






Monday, July 26, 2004



The lights went dimmer by the nite fall,
Im sitting by myself,against all my fault
I miss singing u to sleep,brush my hand to ur hair,
lookin on to ur smiles,make my lips contact to urs

I quess its different now,ur out there burning out,
making ur time a game,awaitin for ur happiness.
if 1 day i move away,will the thousand memories fade?
Will i be appearin in ur dreams,giving u my millions kiss

Ur fallin off the bridge,my emotions run down deep,
ill catch me from fallin off this relationship.
As i sat here wondering,bring my smile to my worries
Hoping u be back and hear u say u love me..




end of my day (: 8:59 AM






Friday, July 23, 2004



It's cold out here,
the stars dimmed out
faded like a memory passed

I miss having those times
Ur beauty tat brought my  smiles
I guess ill wait,for a million minutes




end of my day (: 9:31 AM






Thursday, July 22, 2004



She needed tat break..I understand n ill give in tis time..2 weeks..Il be missing her,i hope u be back wif more love from u but ill wonder still..Ill be missing u..Take care,ur somehow deep inside me,somehow im thinking of u so much..




end of my day (: 4:58 PM






Wednesday, July 21, 2004



I'm blurred!I don noe wat to think.I don noe wat she thinks.Maybe she be hating me for "TRYING" to pick a fight with tat "SOMEONE"..Well its not a big deal anyway!Haiz!Im stunned actually!I noe its been a few months since tis something happened but it kind of humiliating me..Im falling with pride but then it doesnt matter to anyone now..She should noe why..Well ill be hoping to c her though..She's sick but she's fine now..Im worried..Enjoi..I miss LuLU and Cute(my ever lazy cats)..guess they arent anymore..Its a tough world out there..




end of my day (: 2:48 PM






Monday, July 19, 2004



BAYBEATS-All 3 days were powerful...Awesome show ever held in singapore.Will always support SS9..LAST DAYS OF APRIL are my inspirations..I wan an emo band too..LOVE ME BUTCH-Great impression+strong vocal+emo=ROCK SIBO!!SURREAL-FUCKING EMO,MSC-My buddies,my inspirations.Get to meet Alang from MUZE,funny guy..But one thing i don like was when Mon was treated unfairly.She's beautiful,a lovely angel..Cheer Up,ur Beautiful.Bernard's been solemn and mundane.Cheer Up,haf fun,we r here for u.I got Supermarket Hero tees...Yeay!Love the band got the tees from Dear Mon..Thank You..Got her The BAYBEATS kits..super xxs size..Amacam Dokz!!!I got tired after BAYBEATS,My back hurts,probably because of werk..Benn sick though but im rocking now..Thanks Min for not comin to werk and i still have much judgement abt tat "GUY" ah wat the hell...I don care.Cheer Up emo kids,had alot of fun with the #emo guys..Zad,ik,inn,fir,b,wan,Nurl,Zool,lina,erma,dil,nik and of course Mon...k bye?enjoi urself...Thanks again Monnie for the tees..Love ya..Gonna get my FHM later..HUERGH




end of my day (: 8:47 AM






Friday, July 16, 2004



Baybeats today!Remember the first BAYBEATS where No Direction played.It was alrite.Be goin later on to c all the bands.I wonder why someone out of a sudden had a pretty bad mood.Did i do something wrong?I wonder?I wonder AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNN?Well,ill be seeing u(MoN) later on.We go to BAYBEATS like we alwayd did tis past few years.Next year,i hope ill get on the stage.I wish..I hope to c u Mon with a smile today!Don grumble please.Im glad her cat was found,i still cant find mine.Well wat can i say.I always tried findin Ned(Mon's cat) but i always failed.Now tat she's safe at home...YEEPEEEE!!!Ok i c u peeps at BAYBEATS!Be spinning my web there...To the Bat Mobile now...KAPOW!!




end of my day (: 9:25 AM






Thursday, July 15, 2004



I'm a lil cool abt wat happened tis past few days..I guess Mon did a gd job cheering me up.Thank You dear!School been hectic,my foot been such a drag lately.Well nvm!Im such a slack-off in school now.I hope i can do it tis time..Get a better GPA points..I can do since Yan can cook.Haiz!Some dissers juz wont stop.I won care,i will neva wan too but damn its too much now.Wat can i say..I got a poster from Mon.LORD OF THE RINGS SIbo..Cool siak,gonna but a huge frame,,YEEEPEEEEE...




end of my day (: 7:16 PM






Monday, July 12, 2004



I guess tat's it.Im upset,i reli hate my parents now.Fancy throwing my cats out of the house juz like tat..After many years,damn tis had to happened.Im tired of tis,my tears are meant to be my anger.I already miss them.2 cats which are so intelligent.Why?Fleas?Damn tis is irritating,unbearable to imagined tat tis had to happened.Fuck-a-idom.If there's a chance,i wish to c them again.To Mon,thanks for ur understandin,Happy 33RD MONTH ANNIVERSARY.Hope u like the Choker,Dress,Slipper and the handphine thingy..




end of my day (: 8:50 AM






Friday, July 09, 2004



lMy my!Its friday,back to werk tomorrow mornin!Grrrr!i'll be free tis afternoon till i jam tis evening with RIKA.I wonder where's Mon dearie goin after school..Will she be meeting her chillin Kakis Min?Or will she meet me?I wonder..Rumours tat the gig on the 24th are postponed..I wonder AGAIN?B's birthday comin,my bro and her gf comin,Khuzz Misai bdae also comin and im stil waiting for "MY BDAE DURIAN TREAT" not saying any name(MON).i wonder when AGAIN?My bro had and operation for his tooth removed,poor him..Guess the weekend will be plain again.Head to werk at the evr BIRD filled Bird park and hangout somewhere anywhere...Enjoi kids!To the bat mobile now...




end of my day (: 9:52 AM






Thursday, July 08, 2004



Hey peeps!Spider-man 2 rocks my sock off.Awesome movie.I got a new dark trim emo guy frame specs.My dear Mon got it for me,she feels the peter parker in me when i put it on..Hee!I wonder?My fone will be down for a few days.HaD it repair at the NOKIA shop.Thanks to the Unclosed PEPSI bottle,the screen turns dark,smell like PEPSI,Hell even the screnn looks like one...Don worry Monnie hunnie,its not ur fault..Been hearin lots of stories lately,about Hezwan blog,those dissers..wat the hell!I noe im not gonna care now,i noe i haf nothing against everything.Always tot we had some "issues" with MSC,but the whole truth,its hell lots of misunderstandin.To tell the truth,i miss those days hanging out wif Shain.Damn broken hearted guy..Glad its all clear now.Ill be goi to TP later on..C the cheerleaders(Mon dear)later on...Ouh Kinky!!!!So tag me and say tweet's cute...Chano Mano..To the bat cave now..




end of my day (: 4:36 PM






Tuesday, July 06, 2004



Erggh!Don wanna whine abt it..Don wanna get so into it after reading ur blog..Enjoi urself anyway...Im tired of tis slack life..I wan to be serious tis time in school but the jovial fun,i cant..




end of my day (: 3:40 PM






Monday, July 05, 2004



Hey peeps!Back in skool today.Will be hopin to c all the MANIACS back in skool and yes FRESHIES..OOPS!B e wanting to c Zad later on...Hahahaha...ANyway!Been not updating my blog for a long time.Here's wat i had durin tis past one month.
EVERYDAY-Work at the ever BIRD-LICIOUS Jurong Bird Park at DIMBULAH CAFE
ONCE A WEEK-JAM with No Direction
Sometimes-Had an emotional breakdown with Mon
Everytime-Missing Mon

Chalet with those FUCK BUDDIES of MMT1R was great.My salary was awesome and hell the 3rd July Punk Rock show turns out well.Played 3 songs only though.Was sad to c Mon sitting down instead but its even sadder to c LOSING STREAK Last show on tat day.Other bands was great,INCOMIN,C.Circle,Cherokee,180,Myrmadons,SS9,Kate of Kale,Plucky,Underedge,November Iris was totally insane..Thanks for the support u guys.iLL be treatin Mon one day to Marche..Hope she like the KEANE CD i bought...There's more comin dear...To the ND guys,Fad and Ray..CHEERS...




end of my day (: 8:38 AM






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