Thursday, March 25, 2004



I'm confused,stressed,im sorry,Ive changed but forgive me.Please take care of urself when im not there.I wish u cud juz forgive my mistakes.I love u still..




end of my day (: 9:27 AM






Tuesday, March 23, 2004



Ive been thinking so much lately.Life's been pretty the same no changes at all.I can think about is only you and our memories.I guess i need to make a change to save us,Im sorry im still tat same jerk as i m and how grateful i m to noe ur still there by me.Im sorry if i were to hurt you tat deep and Im sorry if i disappoint u in one way or another..I love u and i juz cant afford to lose you again...




end of my day (: 4:40 PM






Tuesday, March 09, 2004



Do i?Do i stinks?Im beginning to wonder why?It leaves me a mark,so so deep tat i cant think straight.Its reli depressing,so so broken inside.I did not break my silence juz tat but thank god there's u..i love u and ill love u even me more..deeply,i do feel tattered,but then wat can i do..its juz me,im juz to plain emo..thats me..juz a guy who is so so fragile..




end of my day (: 3:39 PM










I fell down with humiliation face first on me
I cry,wonderin wat happened?
Im fragiled,tats wat i m
My life is so tattered,
A heartwrenching experience
like a bland taste of a thousand memories,
it eats me up slowly piece by piece.

Open me up,describe wat do u see
do u see me smile?or do u see my misery?
Im burned,a little respect wil juz do
Pls don do tis,juz don say
all tis to manipulate my fragile heart




end of my day (: 3:33 PM






Thursday, March 04, 2004



Yea!Im done wit my two projects.Great!Guess im goin to start on the band(No Direction) webbie soon.Juz don haf the time to do it.Well ive been saving up for something which i wanted to buy for Her..Hope she likes it,for love i guess even it makes me broke for the rest of the month..No new updates for both F.Chapter and No Direction.Our(No Direction) next show will be on the 10th of April@Ayer Rajah CC..For our fans,be there,for our dissers,juz be there for the hell of music..My life's been pretty ok juz tat sometimes i wishes u wud give me more love like u always do..Juz don sound mad at me when im fine wit u and pls don have low confidence towards urself,u noe ill stay by u n give u my support to the very end..U noe ill love u to the end of this heart,to every journey of earth....




end of my day (: 10:15 AM






Wednesday, March 03, 2004



Ahoy!Been coup up wif my project lately..No time to update my layout n entries.Life's been fine,not much difference.I got ear infections the other day and the doctor prescribe me wif ear drops.Im fine now wif the "GROWTH" inside reducing.Been missing jammin wif No Direction and First Chapter.Both band set on the 21st was reli bad.I guess we screw up alot that day.Especially the one at ANA hotel where we play alongside with great bands.Paiseh liao!!Anyway,my darling's be having her cheer competion tis sun @ takashimaya..Rock GrrLSs!!!She's so happy when she called me after the result was announced that preliminary rounds day.HaHa!!Hard werk overcomed i guess..Ok be waiting for the sat 3Letter Session gig at ANA Hotel..Been wanting to meet those guys from Elisebelle TEars..Guess i miss hanging out wif them since their last show in Singapore..Ok Lor..Been waiting for class to end,wanting to meet up wif my darling later..OK BYE?




end of my day (: 11:15 AM






the writer


I am 21 and living it
I am always in love with YOU!!
I grow older every year on the 6th june
i heart music,do you?



The dearly missed


You are not forgotten


:The Beautiful U:
:Syikin:
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:Big Guy:
:Erin:
:Inshirah:
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:Ira:
:Ayu:
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:The other Munirah:
:Zur:
:Debbie:
:Siti:
:Reza:
:Zcuk
:Zoola:
:Deeyana:
:His myspace:
:The Mad Band:


My will to survive

Would you sacrifice love for your one and only love to be happy?
It's one question i am unsure of and it's one question that could make me fall harder than before
But would you strive harder to make anything possible?
I wish for and i hope for
Those are my demons and here are my heroes

your words






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