3 MOre Days guys till we get on stage again..Tak sabar bala..Wheee!!2 more days guys till pay day...Wheeee!!Been feelin lethargic lately but still i go out...Im like a lil sick down wif a headache..Ah feel so lazy to type...pe pe AHX100000

My heart is so tattered.
Whatever happen to those times we had is now juz memories.
I can only say how much i miss it juz like i miss u.
If one day i cud each out for that memories to happen again,i wud hold on to it and will neva let it go juz like i wont wan to let u go now.
I think,i laugh,i smile as i have u floating in my mind
but then i cry,i burned out having to noe ur not here by me
as i swallow my pride hopin to c u
every single time,every single minute and every single moment.
I mis ur smile,ur laugh and i miss every thing we once shared.

Ah!Its a new day and im in my IF class..listening to Blink 182-Dumpweed...Awesome band wif awesome voice juz to bad they r not in favour rite now..Still i fuckin like them juz like i like Pepsi Twist...Been a tiring day and haf to work tomorrow..HUERGH!!Anyway!No Direction wil be playin at 6.30 for tat 31st Jan gig...I guess later ill be pickin Mon up later from cheer..She's been having FUCKED UP mood over tat guy...Her so called "BEST FREN"...HUERGH!!Why is he giving problems to my gf..Fuck tat guy fuck tat shit fuck u fuck everyone ah...HEE!!!I fonly i were to be given tat chance to confront him...How i Wish...I juz don to hear Mon voice filled wit anger and sadness nite after nite bcoz of HIM..ARGHHH!!Made a new fren from IRC,She;s cool juz like me...hee!!Guess be missing Mon Cheer show at Chingay as i haf to perform on the 31st...I wan to see her...BoOOhOOo!!Gonna mis her cheering "C'MON"..Well wat to do,guess ill be meetin LaLa at the gig..Guess ill be at the gig earlier than any of the No Direction guys..Cuz Wan and B be bookin out later on the gig day,Fir will be working...Im like fuckin tryiin hard to figure out new songs for First Chapther and RiKa...Wait up guys..Yeay!1 week left to the gig,to my pay..Gonna get my bass overdrive i guess...

Gosh im like so late for skool..Im supposed to statrt lesson at 8 n i woke up at 7.22...Sial lar Bala!!Be finishing class early today..Guess be goin hm after tat cuz ill be werkin later..Til saturdae then till i meet Mon..Too bad i wont be able to pick her up today..Guess ill be missing my daily routine for today.So lazy to werk and im so broke..2 more weeks to pay day..Sial lar!!Camner nak survive?I still owe somebody "FISHBALL NOODLES".If she were to read tis...Eh Boleh!!..Guess cant wait for tis sat,will not be werkin and i hv the whole day to jam..All three bands wanna jam,so ill try to give time to everyone..so as sumer happy per..Guess be goin to Jess chalet after tat and then can hv a romantic stroll along the beach wit Mon...Yeay!!!Made a new fren tru IRC last nitE though..

AH!Im in my IF class now..These HTML codes is killing me...but the "HUERGH"...Im gonna meet up wit Mon later..I guess from her cheerleading class..Im still waiting for CemTa to call me regarding the Jazz band cca tat i juz joined.While B's meeting Sya and Dzaf is non-reachable,guess ill be pickin up my gf and send her home..Anyway,planning for First Chapter demo is on hold..Its like im the only one making the decision..DUDE!We're in a band,i cant possibly be the only one to plan jamming.Sometimes i wish we cud be as tite as No Direction..There's a bond in both music and friendship..Anyway,been so packed up with things lately.First of all,there's school..Werk...Jamming and bla bla bla...Im juz glad i have the time wif MoN...sOMEhow she's been in a moody situation lately but then its ok..I noe i love her..Its great to settle our differences now..Since now i hv not been having the time to call NUrl,i juz have the time to sms her..Guess she's been busy now..Well,lately Mon been having quarrels with her "FRIEND"..Damn tat bugger..Imaging u see ur gf holdin a flower..Ah shitz ballz...especially u noe tat guy likes ur gf..Sial lah Bala!!!I was so disappointed yet hurt...but it feels so so good when tat day when i pick her up from werk.He was there hoping to walk her home or wateva..Its like happening everytime till tat day..I came and his face like so long and he didn't even dare to look at me..So far in our 3 meeting,he's been giving me tat scared look..Sial lah Bala!!Ape sia?Ah!!Been wishing for a bass overdrive since i first use it..Tot of usin it on the 31st gig..Maybe i shud get it soon...Wonder when ill meet Nurl again?She's too busy i guess..Okie!Later gonna buy chocolates for Mon..Hee!!And condoms for myself..Ouh Kinky!!

Huerghh!Had a wonderful time jamming last niite...Fuckin hell im gonna get a damn IBANEZ bass and a new Bass Overdrive..Fuckin awesome..Anyway,last nite was me and Mon 27mth Anniversary...I only get to meet her for a while..i went on under her block wif her favourite Mango Tango drink and bought her a Monkey posh toy...Cool huh!!Well i had bittersweet memories wif her...It was great..Anyway....No Direction time slot will be around 7 for the 31st Jan gig...Catch us aight!!!

Juz please rest tis blade on my wrist
Let me feed the misery u've been giving me
U may not realize it but how cud u even not even trying to noe abt it
Juz pls pls pls stop hitting me in the heart
Its so fragile tat it can break anytime now
Pls juz stop tis anguish im facing
Stop all tis unwanted meloncholy im feeling
Juz let me smile happy for once now

Yes!Thanks to My Sweetheart Munirah tat change my layout n do everything for me...Two thumbs up for her!!!So im back in skool n life been a lil shaky rite now...I feel so close wif Nurl..Treat her like a best fren now ever since we talk on the fone...Ah Yelah!!!!Heee!Guess be goin to meet B later..been some time since i slack wif him...I wonder im gonna meet Mon later?There's things we shud talk abt i guess so and yeah i got a new fone...NOKIA 3200...Cool huh!!New year,so muz haf new fone....next up on my list...PS2 and Ibanez Firebird Bass...Tis holiday season ive been spendin time werking,its only last nite i get to jam wif FIrst Chapter.No Direction wil be playin on the 31st at Changkat CC...Check us out aight..I went to Esplanade to celebrate New Yr i guess wif MOn,Dzaf and Fyn..At first it was ok til we habg out by the bay at Clarke Quay..Hah!Juz like the time i had wif Mon then...Memories tense up in me...Wheee!Last sat i went to Arafah(MoM) wedding wit Mon..Mett up the #emo kids at Yew Tee MRT..Too bad Mon cant go,she has her store meeting tat she have to attend...BooHoo!!So sad,go so far and have to go...from thee i went to watch LORD OF THE RINGS for the second time.This time wif Nurl.SHe's been hopin to watch it since the day it release.It was great thoug meetin her,juz for a movie...Gerekkan....I bought her a bdae gift n bought Mon a wallet from TOPSHOP...The one she's been wanting since she saw it....

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