Monday, November 17, 2003
K I change my layout n its not complete yet but nevermind ill complete it ok!Anyway,im gonna jam later at nite after buka-ing with my other side band RIKA.Its actually Raymond band but since their drummer left,they called in DillaH to fill in the spot while Raymond switch from guitar to vox.Then i came in completing their line-up playing the guitar.Well the band is new but i can say their songs r nice.Nair jam ngan dorang n maybe besok ngan First Chapter.A bit slack for No Direction n somebody in
No Direction muz be damn
Happy now(Im not saying names).....Wheee!Anyway,been werkin for a few days n damn its damn tiring....Im out n down too sometimes i guess cuz im bothered about something,something i wud like to express but i juz don feel like talking about it cuz im scared there will be much conflicts.I don noe why m i so lost?I was wondering whether is it an on/off thingy again cuz i can feel it every now n then.I mean i juz don noe wat to do,sometimes i feel so lonely cuz everytime i heard something that i hate to hear i feel like its gone.Its like the on/off thing is happening again like then.I feel so lonely,entahlah mati pun sorang pe.Well!I guess im meeting her tml if she wans to come to our jamming session....i tink im picking her up later from her Starbucks Job at Shaw Towers.I tink im skipping Comm Skill n surprise her waiting outside her werkplace....Hehehehehe!Lets get Emosi....kata
"RINDU...RINDU SERINDU RINDUNYA...."
end of my day (:
11:12 AM
Friday, November 14, 2003
I have tis feeling i can neva hide but then its something i can neva tell,im juz confused wondering wats going on?If only i can find the answers,it will be juz great....
end of my day (:
11:39 AM
Thursday, November 13, 2003
Yeah!Class is damn bored,stupid OA phase test.Anyway,last nite jammin was disastrous.Damn bad,don wann talk abt it,Later on im goin MOHAA-ING wif my classmates.Damn cool sia and after tat meet my Munirah...YeaY
*CHEERS*...I guess i mizz her tat bad,i mean which BF won't miss her GF...I noe i do,but i juz don noe whether she misses me too?Well tk care mates,all i noe
i miss Mon i miss Mon i Miss Mon and i miss her so so so so so so so so Much
end of my day (:
11:25 AM
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
Well kids!Im goin jammin tonite with FIRST CHAPTER after buka-ing ...WHEEEEEEE!!!!Finally sia!Anyway im done with my Visual Basic project n hey i don tink im feeling down anymore,why shud i have my fear overcome me.Im not gonna tell u wats my situation but hell it bothered me so much.I guess now Mon's having her
TONG session with the gals.Seelah how many songs they can make in a few hrs.Mlm jam i hope she come,
bilang mak gi Terawih ah...hahahaha well that's not juz me cuz if i go out i tell my mom where im heading to.Fri ill be working n yeah Mon got a job at
Starbuck.Good for her,at least both of us now got a job n at least we can have money to spend on.Ok c ya around n TAG ME N SAY IM CUTE
end of my day (:
3:49 PM
Monday, November 10, 2003
Huh!
Its easy for u to say i Love U
but deep inside there lies a question
does it mean anything at all?
I shout out everynite n cry myself out
i cud neva find any answers for my questions.
Im burned but not hurt yet,but still it leaves me broken.
end of my day (:
8:40 AM
Yes hi everyone!I got nuthing much to say juz tat nowadays i've been feeling a lil bit down.Something which i can't describe something i'm so so lost searching for an answer.I crty myself out everynite but still it cud neva made me feel better.Its juz tat i have no idea wat to do to improve my own feelings.i juz have no resolution at all to ease my pain....
end of my day (:
8:28 AM
Thursday, November 06, 2003
Loneliness in misery?
As i gaze upon these gazing stars,
I look back at tat time when how u put a razor blade on my wrist,
leaving me painful misery where i have nowhere to go nor hide
As i spent my time alone wondering beneath this fading stars,
My wishes of u n i perished into thin air as i have no one
juz no one to go to
Remember 4th of december?
When ur words are like needles stuck on my chest
where u gave me desperation to questions why?
I remember then when we had never-ending memories but
in a matter of time,it fades away having me helpless.
As i sat across the bridge,alone n meloncholy
in tears wounding my tragedy
My emotions is such a disaster
never to falls off from my memory
as i think of our moments together then not now...
end of my day (:
10:16 AM
Wednesday, November 05, 2003
No Direction-Mon
Remember October,The first time i lay my eyes on you
Ever since i fantasize of a place wif only u n i
n everything i did for love like pickin u up from skool n fetching u from werk
i have constant worrie if ur feelin lonely juz call me on the fone
If im not at home u can rest assure
Im on the next bus to c u smile
If ur on ur own,look at the pictures tat took n recall all those time we had
cuz i'll neva forget..........
U alway tell me how different i am from the rest
Now tat i've changed wif time
Will u still love me like the past
I miss those walks on the beach
Juz the coolin breeze n our mind at ease
Free from saying sorries n everything we're doin
n be all tat we can be
It is hard to say,my heart won't break someday
Juz don ever tell me ur leaving me
If i'm home alone,n im freakin stone
I have imaginary visions of u,that shows
how much i love u..........
end of my day (:
3:49 PM
I'm aso cute I'm co Cute I'm so Cute I'm so cute.....Well,its a freakin day today n damn my stomach is growling.Class was alrite except for those "GUYS" Listening to Punk rock.....damn tat punk rock music.Hehehehehe!!!Well,Mon's gonna finish her exams soon.Yeah!!Finally can have some time havin fun together.Finally siaaaa!!I want to take her out for BERBUKA PUASA.Somewhere i guess.
end of my day (:
3:15 PM
Monday, November 03, 2003
Aloha!Got a new template...So so starry sia...Thanks to My Munirah for changing it for me.I wish her the best of luck for her exams...Hope she do well but she's been slacking ah.Anyway i finally got a part-time job at 7-11 at Geylang Lor 8.Oklah!Wats most is the money that is important?Money to use for recordinglah,bills lah...Argh!Stress sia!Anyway,Dzaf got a job sellin KEROPOK at Geylang Bazzar and B's struggling in his "HELL CAMP".Wan is the only one slacking waiting to suffer in NS.So i have my only Mon to accompany but i give it a lil rest until she finish her exams.I want to earn money n always wanted to get her a Digicam.Hope i can buy her one....
end of my day (:
8:12 AM