Wednesday, January 03, 2007



How has it been for everyone these past holidays?Great?Disastrous?I had mine and it was amazing (not when your niece troubles u when you are at your computer).Saturday night was spent at gigs.No direction played our last show for the year.We made it memorable.Great set guys.Thank you for the year,thank you for hitting me back on the head and realize why music meant something for me?It was great at the Gas haus too.Paris last set for the year even if its 1a.m,i stick on to watch their set.I had orgasm watching Plain sunset.The late night hang out came afterwards and then comes in the 31st.Spent the night at Nik's place for some bbq and good god they serve Fondue.The crazy late night trip at Yan's van and the ever great jam at ECP.We had to pretend to be lontong and spent our countdown there but it totally worth the while.Bella crew has been great and the band game at Labrador park.

Then comes in the start of the year with you.It was beautiful,i will promise myself to make u happier and i will try..I wish for a better year.Not only for myself,but for us,for everyone's benefit,everyone else,my bands,your cheer team and my ORD..

I have a resolution but i won't say a word but i will love you still..




end of my day (: 9:13 PM






Sunday, December 17, 2006



I am back blogging.It's been a while or shall i say months?It will require me sometimes to reflect back my life.It's been good and it's been hell.There are demons to fight,there are bridges to burn.All i asked for,is all the mighthiest strength that i have always need.It's a few months more to getting back the pink i/c.Its been work,duty,jamming,shows and so on.I want an holiday,somehow just you and me,if that were to happen,it will brings e the one wish i asked for but i wil still respect anything though.i shall pass through,i shall wait even if it is not meant to be.I made some mistakes during my absence,i do regret it and i have no hesistant to be sorry for it.I love you,i know you do too..Let there be us if there's still hope for everthing else.

P/s i love no direction and i heart i remember may for being back

Will update more..




end of my day (: 8:57 AM






Sunday, January 15, 2006



The sun sets clearer now,im having the thoughts of having new resolutions in this life,
i apologize to those i have hurtand to those that have made a very bad impression of myself
I had enough of bad times,im all about the future now,nothing else matters
I wish of waking up realizing my dreams came true,and i will try to uplift my to uphold what i dreamt of and i wish to end my night with a bright litted smiles on my face

To sum it up,i wan U, a very healthy U,a very healthy relationship with U and just a moment of life with U
I f i can give u all that u want,i would,i have a goal for the both of us,i have a goal of bein with u forever




end of my day (: 9:50 PM






Tuesday, December 13, 2005



Its winter away,tonight seems to be the coldest
I fear of what that tells in your eyes
I am losing myself
Oh dear hope,give me what you can
Im losing myself to what i've had
Oh dear hope,untie me from this noose
I have suffer the struggle to fight again

I came upon my diary,oh the emotions
Bury me please oh dear anger
Bury me from this hurtful facts
Bury me oh dear emotions
from the one that brings out the pain

I cry the loudest tonight,
only to find myself in a pit of snakes
I am indecisive as i fall




end of my day (: 10:46 PM






Monday, October 03, 2005



-Pictures speak LouDER than Words-
Lastly Mai Leng and Me :)




end of my day (: 12:09 PM






Saturday, September 24, 2005






Will not update soon till the time comes....

Enjoy!!




end of my day (: 10:49 AM






Wednesday, September 14, 2005



I am filled with questions,i have yet to be answered.I await for this friday whereas i will continue my unfaithful journey in the army.Its the late morning,i have yet eaten my breakfast.I shall splurge on everything once i am done with this..

Recently i have the urge to listen onto the old "EMO" stuff by No Direction.I once recall the very first time i sang to Mon live at "JAMMERZPIT".It was eye catching..

And so,the plan for today is...Pick Mon up,head down to town and head home
And so,the plan for tonight,MAYBE heading town to CHINABLACK and maybe club all night long

CHECK ME OUT WITH HAIR!!!BELOW!!!




end of my day (: 11:10 AM






the writer


I am 21 and living it
I am always in love with YOU!!
I grow older every year on the 6th june
i heart music,do you?



The dearly missed


You are not forgotten


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:Zur:
:Debbie:
:Siti:
:Reza:
:Zcuk
:Zoola:
:Deeyana:
:His myspace:
:The Mad Band:


My will to survive

Would you sacrifice love for your one and only love to be happy?
It's one question i am unsure of and it's one question that could make me fall harder than before
But would you strive harder to make anything possible?
I wish for and i hope for
Those are my demons and here are my heroes

your words






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